One Step Forward, Two Gears Back
9:52pm
14/10/2015
It's a Wednesday and I should have been in college today were it not for the greatly appreciated holiday. So what did I do instead? Not much, just got myself a haircut and went and did some stuffs.
Even though I hadn't gotten much done today, for some reason, I felt tired. And not just the normal tired. I was walking through the malls with a clouded vision. It was as if I woke up with two gears left behind on my bed, calling out to be fixed and restored to it's rightful place.
Shame it hadn't. Everything seems to be acting about on it's own pace but the one place where I need it to be running fast, is unfortunately going on two gears slower. And it's hard to alter my mind to the pace of the world. It's tiring trying to keep up and before the day ended, I was on the floor, with my soul knocked out of it.
To be honest, this isn't the first time I felt this way and it's probably not going to be the last. And today's not the first day of this occurrence. I guess this time it started around Sunday? When Monday started and I dragged myself to class, some were like, "What happened to you? You look extremely tired." Same could be same the next day. And I really have no answer to it.
I guess I was just tired of things. Tired of life and tired of myself if you would put a ring to it.
10:14pm
14/10/2015
14/10/2015
It's a Wednesday and I should have been in college today were it not for the greatly appreciated holiday. So what did I do instead? Not much, just got myself a haircut and went and did some stuffs.
Even though I hadn't gotten much done today, for some reason, I felt tired. And not just the normal tired. I was walking through the malls with a clouded vision. It was as if I woke up with two gears left behind on my bed, calling out to be fixed and restored to it's rightful place.
Shame it hadn't. Everything seems to be acting about on it's own pace but the one place where I need it to be running fast, is unfortunately going on two gears slower. And it's hard to alter my mind to the pace of the world. It's tiring trying to keep up and before the day ended, I was on the floor, with my soul knocked out of it.
To be honest, this isn't the first time I felt this way and it's probably not going to be the last. And today's not the first day of this occurrence. I guess this time it started around Sunday? When Monday started and I dragged myself to class, some were like, "What happened to you? You look extremely tired." Same could be same the next day. And I really have no answer to it.
I guess I was just tired of things. Tired of life and tired of myself if you would put a ring to it.
10:14pm
14/10/2015
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