A New Year , A New Start?

I thought this year was gonna be a great year.
It started off with a bang, literally.
Under the stars in Soho KL.
The fireworks were just awesome.

But it didn't go all smooth after that.
School's all right.
With Beverly , Darren , Gen  and Jonee in the same class ; 4 Jasmin.
It's good all right.
But only temporary.
Don't get me wrong.
You guys are the best.
But I just don't feel the happiness for long term anymore.
Never felt happy for more than 2 minutes straight.
It's been that way since eternal ago.
I don't know why.

Cause of that.
I've decided that I'll start off everything new.
I made myself a new tumblr ; 3avac
and also a new blogger ; 3avac
Tumblr especially, I got very little followers.
Only 7 at this moment,
Jiao Yin , Jonee and the rest! You better follow me. :D

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I don't get what's wrong with my cousin.
They've got the chance to migrate to Australia next year.
But they chose no ; their heart says no, but their legs will still go cause of parents wishes ;
If you give the chance to me.
I'll say yes straight away.

I mean, come on.
It's Australia.

If I was in Australia , by my age right now,
I'll attend at least 5 concerts.

If I was in Australia , my mind wouldn't be this havoc.
Want to know a secret? My mind is as pessimist as you can get.
Each time I'm in a car, when the car is turning ,
my brain will follow up with an image of a car crashing towards the car I'm in.

If I was in Australia , I wouldn't be asian.
This is simple. You guys know I don't like being an asian.

If I was in Australia , I won't be "under-confidence" among those that I don't know.
I blame it on my parents, dad especially.

If I was in Australia , I would have a better childhood.
Dad never did the job he's suppose to do. fuck it.

If I was in Australia , I would have my own room.
Yes. I don't have my own room even at this age.

If I was in Australia , I would be on the rooftop with my loved one.
This is one of my "thing to do before I die"
though , I won't see it happening.

If I was in Australia , I might be great friends with Joshua.
Now we're just acquaintance.

There's just to much to list out.
Hope they'll take the chance and migrate there next year, or maybe the year after that.
But 2 of the kids are extremely , incredibly "kiasu"
Always causing troubles and chaos among others,
if they'll change by then , then it'll be good.