Comtemplation

So I've been watching Drive again, because why not? Everything about that movie is perfect, from the wheels to the action, the music to Ryan Gosling? No matter how many times I watch Drive, I will never get bored of it. It is by far , my favourite movie of all time. I don't care about the criticism (if there's any), it is just that good! And the OST is amazing too!

Anyways, the scene of Gosling just driving through the city in the night without no apparent reason at all really appeal to me. It got me thinking, could I ever do that in the future? I really want to and we all know, it certainly won't be here. Driving alone around at night without the window down is just an invitation to rob you.

The big cities have all the big buildings and mesmerizing lights but there will always be the immense presence of people which, always kill it for me. Any place with an incredibly big number of people just moves me away from it.


Come to think of it, I really enjoy those situations that get me thinking. Like a late night drive, being up in the mountains, or even something simple as the rain! It just makes me leave this damned place and onto a beautiful world.

I feel that I have been repeating everything in almost every post.  Its always the same thing, the rain, the getaway, the dream. Sometime I wonder, what did I ever do to have people read of it. Do I deserve it? I don't think so. I do not deserve anything at all. What do I deserve when all I did in my life basically counts to nothing.

Tell me one thing that I actually did that I deserve the love and care of some people. Tell me.

And I have had it with Blogger's template thing. I should just leave it be. It looks absolutely terrible on mobile. Oh well.

If only Blogger's customization is as easy as Tumblr's. In terms of customizing it without it being destroyed or not letting you apply the changes that you've made. With the help of Stylish extension, customized the dashboard for Tumblr got prettier! :)
What do you guys think?




And lastly, I played a few games of Dota with the team, Hanson , Chee Kong , Soon Way and Zheng Yi. We went matchmaking as usual, but this time on Captain's Mode. Which is the format for the tournaments. And we got into a matchup with a team that consist of Ninjaboogie as its leader. And upon asking, it is the real Ninjaboogie of Neolution International. They're not the biggest of team but by being sponsored by Neolution is a pretty big thing. Considering they sponsored Orange too, the best team in South East Asia. Anyways, we were losing the game by a great margin, but they've delayed the game and we got back to our rhythm and guess what? We won! Even with Hanson leaving halfway. But we won! Against a team who is considered one of the Top 5 team in South East Asia. And yes, I am very happy of it. :)