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Hello another 31 days

9 months have passed and I'm still not feeling any different. I'm still in love with the rain, I'm still in love with blood, I brought that up because my gum bleed again today yay me. I'm still failing terribly hard at my attempts to study hence, still got a screwed up report card.

All in all, I'm still here. I'm still the same ol' pathetic kid. Maybe October will change that? I doubt it  considering I will spend hours and hours indoors trying to bring up the urgency of SPM and the need to fully prepare for it.

I'm addicted to the rain.

Forever reclusive Stan? Wouldn't it be great if it were to rain now like it did last night?  I cannot get a reason why people would hate the rain. I mean, it's such a majestic thing. You don't really know where it came from. Sure, it came from the clouds after it being evaporated into it from puddles and ponds and all that. But where did IT came from? The rainwater that landed in Malaysia last night could have came all the way from Russia maybe. Is that possible? I don't know. It's just a random thoughts swimming through my brain. I don't even know why I'm blogging this.

Guys, I don't know if I've told you this or not, but I really want a room. I want a place where I can wake up in the morning and actually smile upon seeing the beautiful sight outside the window. I want a place where I can have all my stuffs in it and not placed all around the house. I want a place where I am not afraid to do things that I am or am not allowed to do. I want a place where I can just turn down the volume of noise outside and stay in and read a book or something. I don't mind the works that comes with it. I don't mind spending hours and hours cleaning it. Maybe it's because I'm such a neat freak.


I just want a room.
How does it feel like? Having a room. It's the small things that matters. :)

Not the right picture. But this is amazing.

I also want a dog. Dogs are amazing things. Human companion. Man's best friend. I don't get how people can abuse such creature. Over the weekend, I spent my time playing with a mixed Golden Retriever who
was saved by the family from it's former owner who abused it and left it in the streets. It's not the cutest of things, but it I definitely like it. I was only playing with Happy when the others are drinking and talking about the world. They even noticed it and offered to hand over Happy to me. But that wasn't in the books because my house have an unwritten rule forbidding any pets in the house. So there goes the chance of owning Happy.

I love dogs so much. In fact, I love animals so much. So much to the point that I can say I love animals more than humans. I've said it before and I'll say it again. -don't kill me please- I'm a bloody weird ass of thing. sorry!

Get me a room , and a dog and I'll love you forever. I would demand for the rain too but that's impossible. Unless... -rain dance- anybody?