Connection
10:59pm
22/11/2015
Let me start off by saying I've done about 2 other post in the past 3 weeks but none has made it past the final review because I'm a) not confident people will like it and b) not confident that I like it. So let's give this another go, maybe it's third time lucky?
So I watched Hunger Games today and it was pretty underwhelming. I just gotten so bored halfway through the movie I took out my phone to distract myself from it. And I never do that in the cinema! Oh and I remembered why going to the cinema is a 50/50 thing for me. Because other people are just so dumb. And I don't mean literally dumb. Well I mean it could be a possibility that they're literally dumb but in this context they're not literally dumb. Just the way they act is dumb. There was this dude sitting beside me who shook his leg the moment he sat down and the stench that was his smell, oh god. It smelled like he drank a jug of spoilt beer at 5:30 in the evening. What the hell?
I seriously got my priorities set right. I have a quiz tomorrow and I have only studied 1 out of 5 chapters. I have finals next week and I have started exactly 0 chapters for 3 subjects. I have all these responsibilities in life and here I am, updating my blog which will probably lead to my own apocalypse.
Okay, here's what the point why I'm writing today. Relationships are a weird thing. It involves two parties with a series of unexplainable, intangible bubbles of emotions. But the joy one gets from it far surpass any tangible and materialistic thing in the world. Perhaps that is the reason why people go out searching for love, when really it should come to you when you know. As cliche as it sounds.
What I'm trying to say here is that I have done the same countless time before. Contemplating whether I like that person. It's funny. In the past month I have experienced two kinds of "love". The first being, the kinds of love for a person that you genuinely think you will spend the rest of your life with. The latter being, contemplating whether you really really like that person or not. But putting it on paper, the latter stands no chance against the former. So what is there to contemplate? Truth is, I'm blind. And this is my friendly reminder to stop chasing for love. Desperation is an ugly word, not so much as what the weight it brings with it. And the double truth is, I love and am loved by those around me. That's what I'm grateful for.
Love is a word thrown around meaninglessly these days but the love I bring to you is not without meaning, it is in fact truth to the bearer's heart. And if you're here reading this, I love you for that.
Peach, love, life.
11:39pm
22/11/2015
22/11/2015
Let me start off by saying I've done about 2 other post in the past 3 weeks but none has made it past the final review because I'm a) not confident people will like it and b) not confident that I like it. So let's give this another go, maybe it's third time lucky?
So I watched Hunger Games today and it was pretty underwhelming. I just gotten so bored halfway through the movie I took out my phone to distract myself from it. And I never do that in the cinema! Oh and I remembered why going to the cinema is a 50/50 thing for me. Because other people are just so dumb. And I don't mean literally dumb. Well I mean it could be a possibility that they're literally dumb but in this context they're not literally dumb. Just the way they act is dumb. There was this dude sitting beside me who shook his leg the moment he sat down and the stench that was his smell, oh god. It smelled like he drank a jug of spoilt beer at 5:30 in the evening. What the hell?
I seriously got my priorities set right. I have a quiz tomorrow and I have only studied 1 out of 5 chapters. I have finals next week and I have started exactly 0 chapters for 3 subjects. I have all these responsibilities in life and here I am, updating my blog which will probably lead to my own apocalypse.
Okay, here's what the point why I'm writing today. Relationships are a weird thing. It involves two parties with a series of unexplainable, intangible bubbles of emotions. But the joy one gets from it far surpass any tangible and materialistic thing in the world. Perhaps that is the reason why people go out searching for love, when really it should come to you when you know. As cliche as it sounds.
What I'm trying to say here is that I have done the same countless time before. Contemplating whether I like that person. It's funny. In the past month I have experienced two kinds of "love". The first being, the kinds of love for a person that you genuinely think you will spend the rest of your life with. The latter being, contemplating whether you really really like that person or not. But putting it on paper, the latter stands no chance against the former. So what is there to contemplate? Truth is, I'm blind. And this is my friendly reminder to stop chasing for love. Desperation is an ugly word, not so much as what the weight it brings with it. And the double truth is, I love and am loved by those around me. That's what I'm grateful for.
Love is a word thrown around meaninglessly these days but the love I bring to you is not without meaning, it is in fact truth to the bearer's heart. And if you're here reading this, I love you for that.Peach, love, life.
11:39pm
22/11/2015
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